Hello,
I am 21 years old.
Based in Cairo, Egypt.
CS student at Cairo University.
I started creative writing back when I was heavily involved with a narcissistic abusive goblin-looking man, it was my emotional outlet since it wasn’t emotionally safe for me to express my feelings to him.
That’s the only good thing I came out with from that weird bond.
It both tainted and taunted me.
You will see it in my words.
I also paint sometimes and take pictures of random stuff IG: BananahFilms.
Yours,
Hana Banana
What are my writings mainly about?
My disastrous fall from the highs of academic accomplishment and constant strangers’ praise to being average. Average and burnt out.
The infatuation I received from men. The lust that morphed my heart into a hollow void, with nothing being able to fill it. “love” that took my power away.
My pleas for getting seen. My knees’ bruises from begging. Begging for truly being held, securely hugged. My prayers for requited love.
The love I mistook for something less. The kiss I mistook for a bite. My French lover, to whom I was an enemy. All out of fear. All for love.
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Before we cut the cameras. I owe raneem so many kisses for introducing me to SubStack. Thanks for bringing my old blogging days back.
